On again , Off again !

My heart is numb with the dissolved , yet undissolved way of something that ends , the promises left behind , the responsibilities off the shoulders , the moments that turn memoirs that vanishes and the time which will never come again in the remaining breaths left would never feel the same as it is used to be .

Why is life so unpredictable ? Why it ends in disguise ?

We , the humans have made everything predictable but just not life , coz we are just capable of materialising our lives but not living it .

The worth the life holds is going worthless day by day .

That leaves me with an impression of the song ,

Life .. -And you will know us by the trail of the dead .

....i lost the rainbow ,

Behind that cloud , i lost the rainbow there ,

Its hard getting over all the rain ,

Its hard getting over all the same .

An incident of shock , despair , defeatism , despondency and lost hopes , just waved me with the news of someone so young passed away .

Its sheer sad with melancholy of life exposed in front of the eyes , begrimed with lost prophecy , the lost world , the lost end that is really passed and will never come back .

God may have pointed in the epics , but why this cycle works so abnormally ?

Anything , Anywhere , Anytime ... LOST !

What a life to render , what a life to live !

The incident makes me reveal , the poem which I composed some months back ,

in the sands and the shores of heart which is alive !

A question that will never be answered , Why death ?

Here it goes ,

LIFE ..O LIFE ..

Life is the seamless breath one hold upon..

Life is the wonder map that world lives on ,

Life is a circle full of pains and gains that comes upon ,

Life .. O life why you halt and scatter pain in mourn ..?

Life is full of clouds all so obscure ..

And sometimes like a sky so much obvious and so sure ..

Life is incomprehensible like a mind so unclean pure ..

Life ..O life why you lure and sometimes don’t cure ?

Life is like a cascade full of wrench and wins ..

And like the gush in the river so mean when cleans ..

Life is a shower of the rain and the drops are the moments..

Life .. O Life .. why you behave like a wind from palaces to tents ..?

Life is worth the anecdotes one find to survive the bitter callousness ..

All about the feeling to live for others and perish the darkness ..

Life is more drooling like the birds symbolizing carelessness..

Life ..O Life .. why you restrain like a bond and standstill the brightness?

Life is a claustrophobic beach with full of sun and sand ..

Just like on the deep seas and barren lands ..

It makes you learn how to fall and survivingly stand ..

Life .. O life why you define loneliness just when hand in hand ..

Life is a 3D play cant be felt by naked eyes ..

Unpredictable like a bitter truth or the sweet lies ..

Full of effing emotions , then the heart cries ..

Life .. O life why just ends till we the populace , life’s ace dies ..?

No matter what life ought us to live ..

Feel lucky coz it has so breathtaking and run of the mill moments to give ..

All the conundrums and enigma’s poise us to sieve ..

Just about the jilt and the patch which has to come to stay alive ..

A tale too short to survive ..

All reasons too viable to give ..

Remember the clause to make a wonderful jive ..

Live to forget and live to forgive ..

Live to forget ,thy live to forgive ..!

-Rachit Khator

December , 2009 .