On again , Off again !

My heart is numb with the dissolved , yet undissolved way of something that ends , the promises left behind , the responsibilities off the shoulders , the moments that turn memoirs that vanishes and the time which will never come again in the remaining breaths left would never feel the same as it is used to be .

Why is life so unpredictable ? Why it ends in disguise ?

We , the humans have made everything predictable but just not life , coz we are just capable of materialising our lives but not living it .

The worth the life holds is going worthless day by day .

That leaves me with an impression of the song ,

Life .. -And you will know us by the trail of the dead .

....i lost the rainbow ,

Behind that cloud , i lost the rainbow there ,

Its hard getting over all the rain ,

Its hard getting over all the same .

An incident of shock , despair , defeatism , despondency and lost hopes , just waved me with the news of someone so young passed away .

Its sheer sad with melancholy of life exposed in front of the eyes , begrimed with lost prophecy , the lost world , the lost end that is really passed and will never come back .

God may have pointed in the epics , but why this cycle works so abnormally ?

Anything , Anywhere , Anytime ... LOST !

What a life to render , what a life to live !

The incident makes me reveal , the poem which I composed some months back ,

in the sands and the shores of heart which is alive !

A question that will never be answered , Why death ?

Here it goes ,

LIFE ..O LIFE ..

Life is the seamless breath one hold upon..

Life is the wonder map that world lives on ,

Life is a circle full of pains and gains that comes upon ,

Life .. O life why you halt and scatter pain in mourn ..?

Life is full of clouds all so obscure ..

And sometimes like a sky so much obvious and so sure ..

Life is incomprehensible like a mind so unclean pure ..

Life ..O life why you lure and sometimes don’t cure ?

Life is like a cascade full of wrench and wins ..

And like the gush in the river so mean when cleans ..

Life is a shower of the rain and the drops are the moments..

Life .. O Life .. why you behave like a wind from palaces to tents ..?

Life is worth the anecdotes one find to survive the bitter callousness ..

All about the feeling to live for others and perish the darkness ..

Life is more drooling like the birds symbolizing carelessness..

Life ..O Life .. why you restrain like a bond and standstill the brightness?

Life is a claustrophobic beach with full of sun and sand ..

Just like on the deep seas and barren lands ..

It makes you learn how to fall and survivingly stand ..

Life .. O life why you define loneliness just when hand in hand ..

Life is a 3D play cant be felt by naked eyes ..

Unpredictable like a bitter truth or the sweet lies ..

Full of effing emotions , then the heart cries ..

Life .. O life why just ends till we the populace , life’s ace dies ..?

No matter what life ought us to live ..

Feel lucky coz it has so breathtaking and run of the mill moments to give ..

All the conundrums and enigma’s poise us to sieve ..

Just about the jilt and the patch which has to come to stay alive ..

A tale too short to survive ..

All reasons too viable to give ..

Remember the clause to make a wonderful jive ..

Live to forget and live to forgive ..

Live to forget ,thy live to forgive ..!

-Rachit Khator

December , 2009 .

Inside the core !!

Never in this world full of love I got to know ,

My heart s full of awe like in the white apprehensive snow ,

It melts when I see you walking at the shore ,

The waves reaches from the edge to the hearts core .

Just when I thought of you beyond the gorgeous matter ,

Manifested for an angel-like letter which made me flutter ,

Holding close like a girl next door from the innocent fore ,

Subsisting in the cyclonic thoughts to the beats from the core .

In sunlight or moonlight love should be significantly adore ,

From the day it started should grow more and more ,

Abstracts should be pun and pun should turn metaphors ,

Affection symbolizes truth ranging from tears to heart's door !

Somethings so authentic , some so out of the blue so frantic ..

Odd runs in , when feelings behave so conventionally eccentric ,

World bursting in hatred and lust making it divinely unpure ,

But some love lasts forever from the minds to the intrinsic core !

Time is running away , wake up and don't snore ..

Try to sort the way it is and commence from the floor ..

Discover why is love in this world meant for ..

Stand by the truth and ,

Live it from inside the core ..

Inside the core .. !

-Rachit Khator.

December 17 ,2009.

College life : Metaphor or Simile .

"I think everyone should go to college and get a degree and then spend six months as a bartender and six months as a cab driver .
Then, they would really be educated "
-Al McGuire

Sometimes life turns out to be like a wild shark of the deep oceans just because our actual fun is to be alone in the tides.
The times we spend in the best unions of our shortest life , full of effing emotions so profound ,which turns to be a wonderful caption leads brimming over with a coffee ten years after ! This is indeed the time where all emotions expose like a fracas but the most running bitter or beautiful truths discovered.
No theories can eludicate the ways of living in the mass , but this phase makes the shit in us worthwhile . This is life in college or is it ?
The time of flabbergasting awesomeness , disillusioned fantasies , brobdingnagian hours , and ofcourse interminable dreams , are just not intermingled with the real clock that actually ticks when it strikes 10:10 in our spontaneous lives.
What a time we live in !
College , where the actual (our) world meets , is just a one way of the highway where the other lane never comes back . The knowledge, we get here is the way too surfaced i.e horizontal like a flat sea but develops the potential in us to scale heights i.e vertical like a skyscraper . Strange isn't it ?
The emotions grounded with smile and tears ,
The parity in the grades lies in the hands of the doer i.e we the students , even if these grades decide our future or unfold the education system .
The recreation in the diversity of the lectures we attend and more jolly when we mass bunk the same .
The joviality in the lawns of the canteen where different viands served with the plunge of all over world words exchanged .
The enthusiasm of the paradox in the caricature of the events getting all souls one roof under in high spirits all the day .
The subterfuge in the struggle to come in power having the minds rolled all over the place , for the fame .
The serenity in the grungy music and begrimed rooms , with the odes and the anecdotes shared with amusement.
The saintliness in jibing , teasing and taunting mates with all the bro' codes meant to be broken , smiling at the dusk.
The adventures on the roads with green woody saplings on a side and just made siblings on the other fooling around .
The tiredness after a sweat long game with the perfervid beginning and apathetic ending , then a run to hundred and forty winks , waking other day .
The tranquility in never ending rumours , the lolz and a second lasted mishaps with humming music like in the veins .
Finally ,
The loss of words when just about to leave after years of togetherness and its happenings leading back to the world you belong to .

And if you want to be more experienced to the way of life , you can try working as a bartender and a cab driver , not forgetting from where you have just headed .
This is the way of life , my college life .
Leading metaphors in the similes with euphemisms intended * .
Live it as it comes !
Have a coffee ten years after !

Parting with the words sung by John Denver ,

Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy ,
Sunshine in my eyes can me cry ,
Sunshine on the water look so lovely,
Sunshine almost always makes me high ...!

-Rachit Khator
3rd Feb ,2010 .