Guitar and love !

Too long a time for the one I waited for . 

There has been quite a probability , but finally I got it !

I got the late realization of my love into guitar , and I just feel good as I can manage to make some noise out of it .

A probability turned reality , I guess , reality would now turn my force into susceptibility . 

A constrained love finally blasted out in impatience and I don't think i'll ever break up with this stringed instrument , as the string of my heart is already tuned !

The six strings depicts the six feelings of exquisiteness ! 

E- Eclecticism - feels like an artistic movement running in your veins and cold blood!

B- Bliss - the blistering divinity of the sound that touches heart before ears !

D- Dandier - the look good feel , neat and the dawned face ! 

G- Galvanic - the dramatics of the sudden hand on the fret , the ultimate feel !

A- Absoluteness - the power of universal chords and the expression !

E - Enjoyability - the quotient as you know ! 

P.S - IF YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY ! 

And a free advice that , no matter whatever you buy in your future or invest your money in , do buy an acoustic guitar and do play it for atleast 100 dedicated hours ! You will feel the pleasure though your fingers would be in a little pain . 

As they say , the most pleasurable things in life comes is followed by pain . ;-). 

With the words by Pink Floyd ,

The grass was greener

The light was brighter

When friends surrounded

The nights of wonder ! 

play , play , play , until there is a sound and a way !

APRIL !

Live like in APRIL!

The halfhearted touch breeze ,

In the digs at ease ,

Analgesic tunes so as to freeze ,

With the paprika and cottage-cheese .

Month of smart fools ,

Of the heat and its tools ,

All so thin and no wool ,

Dip in the heart , in the pool. 

Diamond and daisies ,

On the stone of the raises ,

Of the buddha , the laughing babies  ,

And of definite with following may-be's.

Spring of the morning light,

The still wind and a sunny delight ,

Fair flowers , the rising sun's sight ,

Of the calling birds on the height.

This is April ,

An april of love and cheer ,

To the hearts that are far and near ,

In the sky ,

so clear .

This is april ,

An april of no rain ,

Of the love and no gain ,

In the heal of brain 

and moving grain .

This is april ,

An april of fear ,

Of loosing the unknown dear ,

In the minds so mere ,

Live it ,

As april is here ,

As April is here .

Go april , spread your emotion ,

Of innocence and fear .

The strummed guitar and its year ,

In a page break and a tear ,

In a the running time ,

why do we hear  , 

April's ending and may is near .

April's ending , may is near .

- Rachit Khator 

  7th april , 10 .

  2:25 AM 

A 3 tyre night !

Some journeys are worth reminisce whether it is forgettable or unforgettable ones . 

And train journeys are always forgettable ones or ..? 

It has got great resemblance with our journey called life . It is the only journey in which trees moves with us , clouds following us and sun never leaves us . Indeed , train journeys are worth to call to mind , best from the window . 

I am in motion , locomotion . On my way to jaipur(pink city of India) in one of the best trains of our incredible india , popularly known as RAJDHANI EXPRESS , it feels good sometimes to travel in train, after a particularly long time , or after general compartment of indian trains . GOSH! 

Having my dinner , I thought what productive I could do sitting on the blue seat of three tyre AC coach , I plugged in my hard drive to the laptop , browsed through the collection I have of movies , documentaries , music videos , series , music ,e-books  and what not ! 

Just scanning it , i got one of the best horror film in recent times , with the running hot topic paranormal activities , John Cussack starrer ,1408 . Yea ! I am gonna watch that movie now,but for that I need to shift to the top berth seat , where I am gonna sleep . Ah! I like it . 

I started it , there is this author who writes about the haunted places and hotels , indeed what a fascination! Some fascinations are really fantasies . Experiencing in the HOTEL DOLPHIN , NEWYORK , room number 1408 , for a night , the author is psychologically involved of the mishaps of his life in the past , with a paranormal touch and his will to survive after taking the worst decision of his life , the 1408 . Just when the movie reached 30 minutes , the lights dimmed off and everyone turned to sleep . I didn't gave a heed . Enjoying the movie ! Now here , there came an uncle on the opposite top berth besides me . He smiled at me and went off to sleep . Now just , when the movie reached its best terrifying scenes , I heard a loud noise apart from the effect of my headphones . I glanced here and there , and then noticed , Oh! that uncle is snoring ! WHAT THE !@#$ ! It was so loud and clear , like a lion roaring when awake and this guy is sleeping , i wondered what was he in his past life ! I hated that voice and already the movie has half brained me . i was feeling the terror and that guy is adding to the already scaring background effects . Now , just when I started adjusting with that irritating sound , a child then besides screamed and started crying and damn that frightened me for a second . I thought , if some sort of paranormal activity I am going through . HUh! It went on till my movie was completed . Indeed , we can meet the rarest samples , in the train , especially indian trains . I switched off and went to sleep . Damn , but that uncle was still on and it pissed me off ! Whole night I was awake and kept starring that guy , and thought what do I do to make that guy stop  SLAP HIM , KILL HIM , but finally I threw my pillow to him and he got awake , and that calmed me . But , now I lost my pillow , how do I get it back !? Just after lot of efforts , I got it back and then turned to sleep ,just when i again glanced , that bloody went to sleep again! I banged my head . 

What a sleepless , bugging night ! I hated that decibels of noise . Bt finally couldn't do anything and just when my eyes got closed , it was 7 in the morning , and the visiting station is arriving in just 30 mins . WOW ! 

What a night and after that ! 

I made that uncle hear , the recorded voice of his snore and he laughed . I laughed in anger ! 

We departed , and got off to jaipur ! 

Coming Back to life!

Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
And where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun
Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight into the shining sun.
- Pink Floyd .

A wonderful composition , an heart-out song . Taking the life of the unknown , the unimaginable , the unhappy , there's always one life which leads to the best , the unreachable .
Sometimes you discover , silence is peace , in this gung-ho world , just then you discover , a world is a beautiful place to live in and for , better mouth-shut * .. A road to heal a life , a wound and a mark , away from the brightest dark .
No matter , whatever life owes you, keep moving on ,because there's one saying " No one in your life has got the right to hurt you ,without your permission " . If anyone does that , they don't deserve you or they love you the most . Keep smiling with the parts , the journey , the road and the ego . Human tendency is the simplest expression of insanity . Today , tomorrow and after , there is only only thing you have , that is YOU . Take the pain ,they are sure making you strong for the better , and weak for the scatter . Something good is written for you , it will touch you silently , invisibly , like the butterflies in the heart and on the flower , till then , enjoy every part and keep spreading the best word beyond eternity , that is LOVE . Touch lives , feel tears .**
There is always a sunshine after the dark .

From nowhere :-0

Rendering , the psychology of the times , the rhyme of music , the constraints of clouds and the count of raindrops , there is one similarity between them , nothing of these can be chased . 

A chase begins , when we start living for ourselves and OURSELVES means for a conscious within is . Having passed the move , the past hour , just ask one question to yourself " How much time we have ?" . There is when you feel , you don't have , no one in this big place has. Wrought up , the emotions , the efforts , the ecology and the elf within us to make  difference , not just to others but for us .

Too much of philosophy bores us , isn't it? But , by time , by understanding , one thing would be discovered and one question resolved on our deathbed " Why were we here for ?" and just then you'll close your eyes , wet eyelids * . 

Just then , the philosophy of our life will tear us apart from the world and a page burnt . Understand the philosophy , the ideology , the tenets and the 'ism of what we are holding and for what deeds , before its late . A second , a fitting moment , a quark , a wink can change our life, the way we live , the way we understand happenings , the surroundings and the interior of the cell within us . Find a reason , you survive and the emotion you spread . This is when , our life actually begins . No matter how much mixed emotions we are with the time , there is only one emotion which makes us . " The feeling of living " . 

Hold the gravity in your lives , sustain through it , live it up and fly , until your wings break . 

Bidding with a John Mayer sung , 

" Gravity is working against me ,

  And gravity wants to bring me down ".

  Gravity 

  Stay the hell away from me ,

  Gravity ,

  Has taken better men than me ?

  Now how can that be ?

  Just keep me where light is .

  Keep me where light is "

   

 We are here for nothing but living . Options included . 

 Conditions-apply *** 

Change , C-hang-e , See-hang-eye!

I remember a dialogue from the movie RANG DE BASANTI , that there are two ways to live life 

1. Adjust yourself , by the way its going .

2. Take it , Stand up , Make a difference .

Change is one of the most valiant part , one could possibly take on themselves . 

So unsure and uncomfortable, when it approaches us and so effective when it passes us . 

There is always a time when we just start living , a ' requirement of change ' drives us , paining us , hurting us . But life is charmless without change .

I, once looked at a cupboard of a lost friend it was written 

" The constant thing in my life is change " .

I understood the meaning now . 

Thanks , lost you .

Highway is on ,

Droning the words of my favorite song ,

" Summer has come and passed ,

  The innocent can never last ,

  Wake me up when september ends .

   

  Here comes the rain again ,

  Falling from the stars ,

  Drenched again in my pain again ,

  Becoming who we are ,

  As my memory rests ,

  But never forgets what I lost ,

  Wake me up when september ends . "

 Goose-bumps ***

Here's one of my poems that is changing me for the best or moulding me for the worst ,

Ode , the highway !

Sometimes life goes on for a highway of never-ending emotions 

Truely underlying with the saga of flowing oceans ..!

Plodding on a hill with a ceaseless smile ..

Marking up the epoch with a story file ..

Adding a moment to consider on a heart made pile ..

All so transparent like a glass-made aisle ..

Have your bags packed as to leave in a while ..

This is just when you through, an extra last mile ..!

Take life as it comes ,

So you never miss the fun in the silence ..

Not to conclude as you commence ..

Because this is our life , our last chance ..!

(Period)

I am on my way , to pray ..

Passing the long nights and ahead a short day ..

Too much to remember , too much to play ..

For me , my heart has plenty to say ..

But I am ,

Glad to see, 

I am just on my highway ..

Just on my highway!

Rachit Khator

25 th Jan , 2010 .

2:30 AM .

On again , Off again !

My heart is numb with the dissolved , yet undissolved way of something that ends , the promises left behind , the responsibilities off the shoulders , the moments that turn memoirs that vanishes and the time which will never come again in the remaining breaths left would never feel the same as it is used to be .

Why is life so unpredictable ? Why it ends in disguise ?

We , the humans have made everything predictable but just not life , coz we are just capable of materialising our lives but not living it .

The worth the life holds is going worthless day by day .

That leaves me with an impression of the song ,

Life .. -And you will know us by the trail of the dead .

....i lost the rainbow ,

Behind that cloud , i lost the rainbow there ,

Its hard getting over all the rain ,

Its hard getting over all the same .

An incident of shock , despair , defeatism , despondency and lost hopes , just waved me with the news of someone so young passed away .

Its sheer sad with melancholy of life exposed in front of the eyes , begrimed with lost prophecy , the lost world , the lost end that is really passed and will never come back .

God may have pointed in the epics , but why this cycle works so abnormally ?

Anything , Anywhere , Anytime ... LOST !

What a life to render , what a life to live !

The incident makes me reveal , the poem which I composed some months back ,

in the sands and the shores of heart which is alive !

A question that will never be answered , Why death ?

Here it goes ,

LIFE ..O LIFE ..

Life is the seamless breath one hold upon..

Life is the wonder map that world lives on ,

Life is a circle full of pains and gains that comes upon ,

Life .. O life why you halt and scatter pain in mourn ..?

Life is full of clouds all so obscure ..

And sometimes like a sky so much obvious and so sure ..

Life is incomprehensible like a mind so unclean pure ..

Life ..O life why you lure and sometimes don’t cure ?

Life is like a cascade full of wrench and wins ..

And like the gush in the river so mean when cleans ..

Life is a shower of the rain and the drops are the moments..

Life .. O Life .. why you behave like a wind from palaces to tents ..?

Life is worth the anecdotes one find to survive the bitter callousness ..

All about the feeling to live for others and perish the darkness ..

Life is more drooling like the birds symbolizing carelessness..

Life ..O Life .. why you restrain like a bond and standstill the brightness?

Life is a claustrophobic beach with full of sun and sand ..

Just like on the deep seas and barren lands ..

It makes you learn how to fall and survivingly stand ..

Life .. O life why you define loneliness just when hand in hand ..

Life is a 3D play cant be felt by naked eyes ..

Unpredictable like a bitter truth or the sweet lies ..

Full of effing emotions , then the heart cries ..

Life .. O life why just ends till we the populace , life’s ace dies ..?

No matter what life ought us to live ..

Feel lucky coz it has so breathtaking and run of the mill moments to give ..

All the conundrums and enigma’s poise us to sieve ..

Just about the jilt and the patch which has to come to stay alive ..

A tale too short to survive ..

All reasons too viable to give ..

Remember the clause to make a wonderful jive ..

Live to forget and live to forgive ..

Live to forget ,thy live to forgive ..!

-Rachit Khator

December , 2009 .